anger runs down
like waterfalls of hate
try so hard
try so hard
try so hard
but it all falls
down to the bottom of the pits
where people scream and cry
when you loose all control
you never ask why
until its all over
and everything you gave
is gone
the only laugh you have
is the one in the face of others
why try
why try
when everything seems
to just roll away
how far
how far
are you willing to take it after all
it doesn’t matter anymore
it doesn’t matter what you throw
it doesn’t matter what you say
it doest matter…
anways
back to the the top
where the cities falling
runs of anger
just keep on falling
you think you know
but you just dont see
the big picture
frames of anger
and falling people
you use to be..
you use me for what
ever makes you better
feeling happy
but never better
let it go
let it die
let it fall
into the sky
the cities falling
the cities falling
and no one’s here
can stop the crying
the cities falling
the cities falling
i can be the reason why
you just dont get
you just dont see
whenever you’re hurting
its because of me
follow your heart
follow your desires
just never feel so
unwired
The world around
is a beautiful place
you just need to look
it in the face
see what it is really there
know what you gave
what you got
wasn’t fair
because
it didnt have to
it didnt have to
make it big
you could of stopped it
no matter what it did
you had it all
thanks for nothing
but thanks for this
my eyes are open
and trust is lost
i see

you will love it

The other night, we all decided we were going to revisit an old ride park that my boss’ Todd and Steve went to previously four years ago. As we show up, I am scared out of my mind, the ride they want ME to go on is called skycoaster and for anyone who knows me….Me no likey coasters. So they decided to break me in easily and start off with the sling shot. why oh why did i listen to them.

The following videos are actually occurrences that took place that night.

Sling Shot: Part 1

After that, I decided to go on it again. Dont ask me why. But I did and this is that video….

Sling Shot: Part 2

Now, after being shot over 360ft in the air, I got talked into riding the skycoaster and gaining my 300 club badge of honor. To make a long story short, I pissed myself. Just kidding. But the following video will show my fear as Sonya and Steve try to make me feel better on the climb up the 300ft poll… oh yea, can’t believe I did this…

The SkyCoaster

what a night….

Anyways, lets start the story.

Thursday morning we all left for the airport, we were going to a wedding on Orcas Island in Washington. We all woke up at about 4am and i felt like SHIT. i am not really good with not getting much sleep and for anyone knows my family, that and no sleep is a BAD COMBO. At first i was fine and was reading to get on the plane but first we had to go pick up my g-ma…got to her house…grandpa decided to put in his words of wisdom and we were off…we get the airport and meet up with my uncle, aunt and cousin. LETS PAUSE

my family on this trip and how they will be depicted in the story:
Dad
Mom
Sister
G-ma
Uncle - Uncle Mike aka fat ass
Aunt - Diane
Cousin - Joey aka dumb ass

Let continue shall we?! So we are now at the airport and i feel like SHIT. i decide, i am going to go a do my duties in the bathroom….I walk in, unbuckle, grab one of the toilet cover sheets ( so you don’t get aids ) and then quickly removed my briefs before el cover fell in the toilet, causing me to get another one possible leading me to shitting my pants….not good. Everything was a Success!! My ass basically destroyed that toilet and that was that…The best part about it, was when i was shitting there some little kid came in with his dad (not my stall, the bathroom) and the kid proceed to shout out that it smelled in there…..I felt like I did my job! I got out and still felt like crap, so i walked up and down the terminal in anxiety and finally puked…it was great, right as the flight was boarding….my dad hung out and made sure i was good and then we got on the plane. Finally, we got on the plane and about start our two and half hour journey to Washington. I feel asleep pretty quickly because i was just not feeling it and proceeded to sleep for most of the flight until i was awaken by my dad convoluting. yea, it was crazy…it all truth it was actually my mom basically ripping his arm out of him socket trying to wake him up….evidently he started to feel sick n the flight and passed out…literally passed out. Before i knew it the entire flight was freaking, my dad wakes up completly out of it and the fun began! The flight crew asked if there was a doctor or some type of medical personel on the flight and to my surprise there was…came over, checked everything on my dad and he seemed to be ok, blood pressure a little low but other that that…everything checked out.

Now, we land the flight…before anyone gets off…paramedics get on the flight and haul my dad off in an ambulance as he is puking everywhere!!! This was just to weird. So the rest of minus my mom and dad went and got rented cars and headed to the hospital

btw, thank you apple for the nifty navigation because without it…i would of found that damn hospital….worked out nicely.

So we get to the hospital, I run in find my mom and dad and he is getting a cat scan and being my dad….had his video camera in his hand and was laughing hysterically….just kidding, he was still joking around but no video camera….yet at least…..he gripped that thing the entire trip….but thats a story for later.

He is getting better, we are getting hungry and we manage to get into some hospital party and get free food and gift bags…yea, dont ask me….i was confused too….still am….After that i decided to go find a comfortable place to sleep because i was tired…i came across some hospice or something and found some AWESOME couches….passed right out and slept for a good hour or until my sister called and said dad was ready to go and we could finally begin our trip.

I wake up, Joey is sleeping on the other couch…so i wake him up and we walk down the hall to meet everyone else…My dad didnt end up coming out for almost another hour so we just sat there bored and basically making fun of my uncle….

FINALLY!!! my dad is out, we leave and start driving up on the 5 towards the ferry. God what a day so far. At this point its only 3:30pm. Yeah. All this crap happened between 5am and 3:30 pm….we still got eight and half hours till the day ends…and i got plenty to finish the 8 hours.

Il leave you with that for now and write more later on. Check back shortly for day 1 cont. its gonna be a good one!!!!

peace&love

Nothing new going on here. Today was interesting…woke up, and got a massage…which fucking ROCKS..then came home, watched the 5th Harry Potter…which also rocks and then packed….

I am leaving for Orca, WA tomorrow…its an island off the coast of washington. A part of me is stoked to go and the other half is annoyed because being with my family on a giant trip like this, is going to BLOW.

so in saying that….i am going to be updating day by day on my blog from Orca Island..hopefully with pictures of wild orca’s…..that would be rad….so keep checking back for more updates about me and my life….

work is good. super busy. and ya…not much to say right now

check out the new classic crime album…def rocks

vectors album is coming very very soon….we head to the studio in a few weeks! look for studio updates as well…..

I am out for now…keep checking back!

peace&love